Truth

In these circles Ive been running, Ive covered many miles.
Opening up
Sinking in

Should I be afraid to trust?
Echos through my head the notions I fear to be true
Feeling able in a way I haven't felt in a while.
Your miraculous

Stop to believe, stupid girl. Should Have known.
Though time ticks, we believe in what we fear the most
In hopes it can't be true

Inner beauty I believe
Though a devil's smile can easily deceive
I will take your hand down the garden path
In hope's to truly see

Eyes lie
Windows of the soul can be foggy
Not all truths can hide

But as I fall into the appearance I can not blind
I smile so wide
Chiseled into the image In hopes you will believe

The words ringing in my ear
Sweet and serene
It is your hope that is leading me

Crazy Crazy Crazy

In mind, for you.
Perhaps I'm the beauty
You are the beast
Behind a mask that can not breath.

Your beautiful inside and out.
And as I fall into your every word
I pray that perhaps In fear of loving you
I will not be losing you

Anytime Now

Before life gets complicated
Before I become more than who I am now
Before obligations and expectations fill my path between dreams and reality
Before I make the break from then and now
Before I realize the world of innocence is gone, childrens play is there and gone lawsuits at hand, taxing the right to live freely, seeking redemption, wanting vindication.
Before I realize everything I had is gone
Before I realize nothing will be the same again
Before I realize I have to lock the toy box away
Before I become the childhood dream, the peter pan foe, the adult who bites his tongue and tucks away for later days that never come.
Before I'm gone.